Drowning

This is how i feel

I do not want to live anymore

The pain is just too much

If only i could end it now

Put my misery to an end

I’ve lost my friends

I’ve lost my life

I don’t know who i am

I’ve lost myself

I want to die

My wrists are cut

The world has faded to black

The girl i used to be

No longer exists

Swept away in the storm

I cry one thousand tears

Of mourning

For what i wish i knew

I’m leaving this world

It pain it’s loss

It’s complete and utter darkness

Goodbye cruel world

It’s over now

The pain of the knife

Equals the end of my life

My vision blurrs

The blood pours onto the floor

I hope they miss me

I hope they cry

They deserve all they are getting

On second thoughts

Does anyone know i exist?

My last breath in this world

A beautiful relief at last…..